tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28125499991214275142012-02-16T11:09:51.791-08:00Derrickhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09235774101999672178noreply@blogger.comBlogger121100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2812549999121427514.post-69284229819834416202007-11-16T06:42:00.000-08:002007-11-16T22:48:52.569-08:00<span style="font-size:78%;color:#cc33cc;">Someone *toot* proclaim tht i am his friend</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#cc33cc;">During special gathering i was not invited, i hated it~ i am angry~ i am sad</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#cc33cc;">So if i guess i am not his friend after all, cux saying and showing r 2 different thing</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#cc33cc;">I am disappointed by him again and again but i have no idea y i still treat him as a friend deep in my heart</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#cc33cc;">Maybe when i am sad, i took him as a wooden block and told him everything?<br />And his reply was ya ya ya and he started saying abt himself...</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#cc33cc;">Maybe for a lonely person, tht ya ya ya and some reply is a kind of consolation which i could not get from...</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#cc33cc;">If he really treats me as a friend then i guess he is no better then me</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#cc33cc;">I always thot i was a bad friend, since i am always alone... anger was always vent on them</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#cc33cc;">I felt sorry, but there is no whr i could vent on anything</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#cc33cc;">I keep storing all my pains within me until i have anger</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#cc33cc;">No one is thr to hear wat i am up set about</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#cc33cc;">School in poly really sux, i cnt stand it anymore</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#cc33cc;">Ppl who have problem will come to me, when i need help everyone ran away</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#cc33cc;">No one is like a friend to me</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#cc33cc;">I tresure all my sec friend, i always wanted to pull everyone tgt so i wan to take part in both sides activities and slowly drag tgt</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#cc33cc;">But somehow they drifted off again</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#cc33cc;">No one can understand how i feel, some ppl reading this will say he understand, but actually he dont</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2812549999121427514-6928422981983441620?l=lolilonliness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Derrickhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09235774101999672178noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2812549999121427514.post-15066886567298867502007-11-14T04:02:00.000-08:002007-11-15T20:55:54.685-08:00<span style="color:#6633ff;"><span style="font-size:78%;">This wk everything go wrong... Gt scolded by lecturer and even classmate, damn it</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">I din print my work for handing in and i get a stupiding scolding from tht Comm Skill lecturer, haix...</span><br /></span><span style="color:#6633ff;"><span style="font-size:78%;">Then the day before this was by a classmate.<br />I was sitting the the front row because i came early, then she came in late. Very late<br />Started accusing us tht we sat on her place, in the first place there is no name on the table...<br />The others start moving so i cant possibly remain thr, but i was like cursing at her as i walk from the front to the back... Sick...<br />Ask ppl to move off like toking to animal or wat liddat, rude until like freaking hell</span><br /></span><span style="color:#6633ff;"><span style="font-size:78%;">Then the next lesson, one of her friend asked me question about programming... She shout "dun ask him la, he this type of ppl wont teach u de la"<br />I was like so fuked up (sry for scolding), my blood is boiling at more then 100 degree celcius... I also duno how to reach so high without fire</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">Puting aside wat she say, i finish teaching and then starting cursing her again</span><br /></span><span style="color:#6633ff;"><span style="font-size:78%;">Many ppl went out to buy food and drinks<br />Then duno heaven drop one star hit her head or some chemical reaction in her drink, she came in the room to say sry to me, but of cux i not happy... so i took it as though i nv hear and nod my head for nth...<br />Shld be her other few friend shoot her until she bo pian so come appoligise la, cnt be she liang xing fa xian de<br /></span><br /></span><span style="color:#6633ff;"><span style="font-size:78%;">Today duno y MRT so fast i look at my watch as the MRT move and found out tht i was extreamly early<br />Odd things happen sia, duno issit my think too much until got hallucination...</span><br /></span><span style="color:#6633ff;"><span style="font-size:78%;">Near Orchard or duno issit City hall, got one gal sit further to the other side... Din notice until i was getting down<br />Cux when i stand up and was getting to alight at Yio Chu Kang station, She was like keep looking at me... Maybe i too ugly la, then she think how come got such an ugly person living on Earth. lolx<br />Then i could see from the side of my eyes marhx... i thot i see wrong so i turn my head to face her<br />Like look at each other leahx, then we turn away... Lolx</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">I looked down on the floor... then i look by the side again</span><br /></span><span style="color:#6633ff;"><span style="font-size:78%;">She was looking at this direction again, lolx<br />Kidda creepy~~~ Then i look over again, then end up same thing happened... both of us look away again<br />Then the train was abt to stop, i still keep my head low and get rdy to go out of the MRT</span><br /></span><span style="font-size:78%;color:#6633ff;">She was still looking, joke sia<br />And the story ends here, i walked out of the train... Hahax</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2812549999121427514-1506688656729886750?l=lolilonliness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Derrickhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09235774101999672178noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2812549999121427514.post-88088731827139268622007-11-12T05:48:00.000-08:002007-11-15T20:56:42.967-08:00<span style="font-size:78%;color:#3333ff;">おはいよ</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#3333ff;">よろしくおねがいします</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#3333ff;">Actually i also duno wat i typing</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#3333ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#3333ff;">Let me have a change la... abit abit</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#3333ff;">Had been hoping to learn some fighting skill for self defence this few days but no one teach me</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#3333ff;">Tht day holiday went out tgt with WM and the others cux is JAY CHOU bday (gib him face)<br />Lolx, no offence</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#3333ff;">Stayed in LAN for veri long time and then have dinner with them</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#3333ff;">Ate my fravourite Unagi and also my fravourite ramen</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#3333ff;">Saying thing i rmb someone owe me ramen, by interest it shld be two bowl now~~</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#3333ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#3333ff;">After dinner of cux go back to LAN again, nth special the whole day<br />Forget to take WM picture which i promise, feel abit guilty now</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#3333ff;">Waited for 1hr plus before the others come<br />ONE guy brought his GF here and stayed for TADA!!! 45mins and left<br />Sad sia... Nan de ke yi meet</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#3333ff;">Tok to lambert and rui, feel better tht day and hope tht day wont pass so fast</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#3333ff;">But time is short, my life is even shorter</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#3333ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#3333ff;">I'm planning to do another new blogskin IF i have time, but i am so lazy... so i dun think i will</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#3333ff;">There r many things i wish to do, all i wan is there is someone by be to accompany me and finish things us<br />Play games, do blog, so on so on</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#3333ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#3333ff;">Oh ya, on WM bday one person is missing... duno whr he dissappear to<br /><br /></span><span style="font-size:78%;color:#3333ff;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2812549999121427514-8808873182713926862?l=lolilonliness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Derrickhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09235774101999672178noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2812549999121427514.post-46342000244762929342007-10-20T22:38:00.000-07:002007-10-20T23:07:03.725-07:00<span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="color:#3333ff;"><strong>Well, basically i am dying???</strong><br /></span></span><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="color:#3333ff;"><strong>Hahax<br />Actually not much happy moments in my life, even if it happens i wont post it</strong><br /></span></span><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="color:#3333ff;"><strong>Usually post oni when i am sad~~~<br />Sch starts again... More worries more pains and sorrow</strong><br /><strong>The time table starts almost everyday at 8am and ends at 6pm everyday except Monday which is 5pm...</strong><br /><strong>The class? They dun treat me as though i exist, i dun think i exist too...</strong><br /><strong>As usual, mum scolding... head thinking and thinking</strong><br /><strong>No one replies my sms, no one online, no one bothers to talk to me</strong><br /></span></span><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="color:#3333ff;"><strong>ALONE<br />I can oni carry my piggy ard with me like a small child, U could say piggy is my best and oni friend...<br />Always beside me when i need it, always listen to my troubles</strong><br /><strong>One who leaves friend when thr r others which they can gain advantage of...</strong><br /><strong>One who leaves friend when they have galfriend...</strong><br /><strong>One who cant come out and isolate...</strong><br /><strong>One who see poly friend more important then sec friend? or oni me?</strong><br /><strong>One who says sleepy and end up watching TV, ignoring me...</strong><br /></span></span><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="color:#3333ff;"><strong>Many Many More~~<br />This few catogory i think u all knw who la... Duno then nvm... zzz</strong><br /><strong>Cnt even spare the time sms, i also duno y... Maybe sometimes i also? I Duno</strong><br /><strong>U can nv spot your own mistake unless someone tell u, this is Earth</strong><br /><strong>Living things on Earth cnt spot their own mistake... So y ignore others when they quarrel?</strong><br /><strong>Shldnt u be telling the other person wats wrong and listen to wat others say abt u?</strong><br /><strong>U may fight back for your stand, but think while u do it...</strong><br /><strong></strong><br /></span></span><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="color:#3333ff;"><strong>I have no chocolate wit me nw, some how my emo% is going up none stop... kidda typing crap now<br />When emo% reach 100% i may die~~ lolx???</strong><br /><strong>Wats facing me now is my piggy, and computer... As if i was born my the computer or this piggy...</strong><br /><strong>Its a Kawaii Piggy, not those market ugly ones</strong><br /><strong>I knw i look ugly, but nt tht jia lat...</strong><br /><strong>Some pang seh kia ask me to write a song for him, or help him in the sense?</strong><br /></span></span><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="color:#3333ff;"><strong>I wrote in on tht day and wanted to send him, i dun even have a chance to tell him~<br />A frozen world</strong><br /><strong>A cold world</strong><br /><strong>A world with no one</strong><br /><strong>A world with oni music</strong><br /><strong>FrozenSymphony... Haix...</strong></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2812549999121427514-4634200024476292934?l=lolilonliness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Derrickhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09235774101999672178noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2812549999121427514.post-88523465890535820492007-09-23T06:20:00.000-07:002007-09-23T06:32:04.644-07:00<span style="font-size:78%;color:#cc33cc;"><strong><em>Home is nv a home... u knw y?<br />Becux~~ "H"ome -> "h"ome<br />The H is different. lolx, jking oni<br />Imagine u alone at home from day to evening... its boring yet peaceful<br />Everything ard u seems to be your accompanion, however they get bored too and u leave them instead of they leave u<br />Eventually turning on music, games and some stupid anime which makes a little laughter... Laughing all alone is not tht great u see?<br />Neighbour might think u r crazy~~~<br />Always hopign to have someone with u at this kind of moment... then again during the evening<br />HORROR!!!<br />A female monster came in from the front door of your hse and shouted your name the moment she enters. Not to praise u, not to reward u... Sing song to u~~~~ lolx<br />When singing is nt tht nice u will walk somehow further, then it gets louder and louder<br />Somehow this stupid idiot monster kept all her stupid anger to herself from work... from many many things in the day and shoot all over u<br />Will u die?<br />I believe i had always been living... when was my death date? 1990~~ the day when i was so called "born"<br />Seahx... Becux i am in hell now. It makes sense rit?</em></strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#cc33cc;"><strong><em>Really i dun mind dying early u see... but dun make me suffer<br />Is either one biang! or silent in slp would be even better...<br />Y do human scared of death? Many things unfulfill? true... maybe<br />For me... i kidda useless so most likely i wont be able to do much so no wishes and regretx...<br />Even if have, my short tern memo might have made me forget it<br />Human have birthday... birthday = death day<br />We r born to die... Have u ever hear someone born and not die? Not me... i have nt hear it before...<br />Sadist..</em></strong></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2812549999121427514-8852346589053582049?l=lolilonliness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Derrickhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09235774101999672178noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2812549999121427514.post-69839926352058069902007-09-20T08:54:00.000-07:002007-09-20T09:07:29.211-07:00<span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="color:#3333ff;"><strong><em>Post abit la...</em></strong><br /><strong><em>The whole day was OK but boring until nite time, my poly friend told me timetable was out...</em></strong><br /></span></span><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="color:#3333ff;"><strong><em>I went to have a look, found out that i went in german class...<br />I was so moody and so angry of myself abt y i din study during the exam perioud while everyone was studying.<br />I was trying to find someone to tok to. But found out that i dun really have a friend who really cares abt me... I looks so pathetic, such a loser who dun even have a gd friend beside me...<br />I Stunned<br />Looking into the computer screen i could not see myself, i'm lost</em></strong><br /></span></span><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="color:#3333ff;"><strong><em>My mind went blank as i began to type this stupid blog once again...<br />I quarrel wit someone i shldnt jus now cux i was pissed, one who finds me when in trouble but do not accompany me as well when i need him... Am i jus a reflection of him? I wonder...<br />Maybe he shld tell me nicely? Did i scold him? No... i was jus scolding my time table<br />He jus dun understand me... No one really understand me, i dun find myself like a human u see... I'm odd<br />I seems more alien then anyone although i often call matthew alien...<br />How i wish thr was a same species as me in place ard me...<br />Crystal was not in to tok to me... I was bored... We dun knw each other which makes it better to tok...<br />Somehow ppl tht i knw wont bother me much... i knw tht... cux my attitude really sukx...<br />Kay wasnt thr... but i dun really tok to her as friendly now... the distance i drifting away~~ Cux we knw each other kidda well now.<br />I hardly has any friend left...</em></strong><br /><strong><em>One by one</em></strong><br /><strong><em>They left me</em></strong><br /><strong><em>I'm Alone</em></strong><br /></span></span><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="color:#3333ff;"><strong><em>All Alone<br />Living in the world of loliness once again...<br />U knw y the blog has the URL lolilonliness now...<br />Loli comes from lolishota... i'm short, small in size... not cute but hope to be... cux i am nt gd looking<br />Loliness is wat u see now...<br />I cant get my Jap language... I am depressed, I despair... I hope... I desire</em></strong><br /></span></span><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="color:#3333ff;"><strong><em>Most of the time all those i wished for do not come true~~<br />Thts y my life is walk one step count one step...</em></strong><br /></span></span><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="color:#3333ff;"><strong><em>If i were to plan my future 17 years ago... i think i would be dead by now<br />Cux i would hope to live happily with many friends...<br />I believe no one will see this post, cux no one bothers me now...<br />Those i trust left me</em></strong><br /><strong><em>Those i hate hates me</em></strong><br /></span></span><span style="font-size:78%;color:#3333ff;"><strong><em>Those i love ~~~<br />Dun tok to me...</em></strong></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2812549999121427514-6983992635205806990?l=lolilonliness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Derrickhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09235774101999672178noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2812549999121427514.post-82770170023848503672007-06-29T05:41:00.001-07:002007-06-29T06:09:09.471-07:00<span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;color:#333399;"><strong><em>Seahx, i'm so sry i made someone angry early in the morning sia... if u reading, sry sry sry x100 siax... but most likely nv see la, tht person also nv tag in my taggy de</em></strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;color:#333399;"><strong><em>Today exam, see the notes so many words also sianx, rather dun study. Early morning wake up find TB then meet tgt go sch... send most of my time in sch library... they start exam at 3pm, in the end i roam like siao... so bored...</em></strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;color:#333399;"><strong><em>Someone say i veri negative sia... lolzx, hmm... must think of something to be positive...</em></strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;color:#333399;"><strong><em>SIA LA!!! i saw one bird fly pass today sia! woah!!! nv see before!!!...</em></strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;color:#333399;"><strong><em>Lolx, jkin nia jkin nia, no offence</em></strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;color:#333399;"><strong><em>Actually is nth nice to write la... not i dun wan</em></strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;color:#333399;"><strong><em>Meet with tht veri high de person, go up GV queue like crazy... in the end no good seats for transformer... well, nth we can do... walk home liao, queue for nth sia...</em></strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;color:#333399;"><strong><em>Nth much to talk lahx... cux in sch almost whole day mahx...</em></strong></span><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;color:#333399;"></span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:78%;color:#333399;">Still trying to say, but i'm afriad we cnt even be normal friends anymore...</span></em></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2812549999121427514-8277017002384850367?l=lolilonliness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Derrickhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09235774101999672178noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2812549999121427514.post-72888028217081666102007-06-28T08:18:00.000-07:002007-06-28T08:32:13.704-07:00<em><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;color:#993399;"><strong>I was in msn, msging HR...<br />I saw one gal de pic he put, kawaii desu neh...</strong></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;color:#993399;"><strong>(Big big de eyes, long hair, left parting like mine, then stick out tongue =P then put the finger ^.^v) Lolx</strong></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;color:#993399;"><strong>Haix... he always got gal ard him de lahx., gd for him then...</strong></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;color:#993399;"><strong>Envy T.T</strong></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;color:#993399;"><strong>SC still veri high, duno he eat estacy or way la... he going to become ultimate gay le...</strong></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;color:#993399;"><strong>Me leahx... i rather be gal seahx, lolx.</strong></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;color:#993399;"><strong>See me, so hum ji... this one scared tht one scared, like gal liddat...</strong></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;color:#993399;"><strong>Den wan do thing or say thing like wishy washy de... diaox...</strong></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;color:#993399;"><strong>Be gal also sad... so many pimple on face also die ~~~</strong></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;color:#993399;"><strong>Life is so unfair... some ppl has almost everything, some has nothing...</strong></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;color:#993399;"><strong>I'm singing now, although my singing suk but i will continue to song... cux i believe some where in the world there is ppl worst then me in singing. wahaha</strong></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;color:#993399;"><strong>Now as i walk sometimes i sing also la... trying to be more daring loh... cux i see ppl in MRT sing damn loud also... lolx</strong></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;color:#993399;"><strong>Hope ppl walk pass then listen~~ sia la!!! nice sia... then got ppl notice la... but cnt be la, ppl sure say WAH PIANG, buay pai sehx... so suk still sing so loud...</strong></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;color:#993399;"><strong>So sad... i hide at home sing...</strong></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;color:#993399;"><strong>I better close HR de msn now... keep looking at the pic make me feel "zi bei". lolx</strong></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;color:#993399;"><strong>Tmr exam, still no mood study... hope as least pass...</strong></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;color:#993399;"><strong>My class think i am those genius or wat liddat, actually i am jus a piece of... er hum... nvm dun say...</strong></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;color:#993399;"><strong>I starting to get pissed of becux a stupid person like me keep on got ppl ask me this ask me tht, later teach wrong thing i feel so guilty...</strong></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;color:#993399;"><strong>Go slp soon le... nitex all</strong></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;color:#993399;"><strong></strong></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:78%;color:#993399;"><strong>if oni i could change everything of me to perfect, then maybe more ppl could see me... Would my fate change as i grow older? i wish, i hope~ someone would be always there for me...</strong></span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2812549999121427514-7288802821708166610?l=lolilonliness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Derrickhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09235774101999672178noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2812549999121427514.post-54346610584505899132007-06-27T08:57:00.000-07:002007-06-27T09:09:38.326-07:00<span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;color:#6600cc;"><strong><em>Went out with SC afterall to TM and eat teppanyaki, he tok alot... cux along the way meet so many ppl he knw... so i have to stand around, walk here and there, look this and tht...</em></strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;color:#6600cc;"><strong><em>No one look at me though, my face CMI</em></strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;color:#6600cc;"><strong><em>Then go home slack loh... so boring then i start messaging others one by one... actually i morning ask liao... no one reply nia...</em></strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;color:#6600cc;"><strong><em>Some studying, some no money, some got problem, some homework, some -.-" blar blar...</em></strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;color:#6600cc;"><strong><em>Then end up 5 ppl go...</em></strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;color:#6600cc;"><strong><em>So we meet thr at ard 7pm loh... play till late at nite...</em></strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;color:#6600cc;"><strong><em>Waiting for my bus number 3, tht stupid driver drove off when my hand was flagging like crazy... *flag flag*</em></strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;color:#6600cc;"><strong><em>I always kena this kind of problem de... my face ugly until driver scared loh... drive away without stopping sia.</em></strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;color:#6600cc;"><strong><em>Then in the bus SC like gay gay liddat... i scared...</em></strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;color:#6600cc;"><strong><em>Now in msn... He toking rubbish, he kidda too high... maybe jus now saw matthew then turn him on... tht y... </em></strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;color:#6600cc;"><strong><em>Souda!</em></strong></span><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:arial;color:#6600cc;"></span></em></strong><br /><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:78%;color:#6600cc;"><strong><em>Hoping for something tht will not come true... i hope, i wish, i pray... i din try... luv~~~</em></strong></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2812549999121427514-5434661058450589913?l=lolilonliness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Derrickhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09235774101999672178noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2812549999121427514.post-25724429050198656342007-06-26T07:39:00.001-07:002007-06-26T08:05:50.768-07:00<strong><em><span style="color:#000099;"><span style="font-size:85%;">U knw something? Its damn hard to make life as wonderful as possible...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">There is always something tht makes it damn bad no matter how good tht day is...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">Today i went to do project work wit my poly friend at pasir ris library, did it in mac with all the food on the table. muhaha</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">Well, tmr is SC bday... no one is free tmr except me. Some got sch, some got exam, some went missing while some others duno also...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">Ask him so many thing liao then set time, msn him no reply... call him then he sound pissed off...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">No planning then i tmr wake up my own time then, not my fault watx.... not tht i nv try...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">I was watching anime, my mum scold me for watching them so late at nite...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">Kidda pissed of abit... Parents likes to nag u see? Thts parents... although some parents not so much la... u knw i talking abt who if u knw us...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">I wonder am i too irritating? kind? selfish? or watever... No one person could really be my good friend... Seems like after awhile all ran away...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">Msn remained so quiet still</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">Last year was quite quiet at this time as well, because many things had happened...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">Bring not popular or talkative, i remain as a loner...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">As i typing my mum in her room keep on "hmm", "haix", "grrr"</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">So my words may seems unpleasent cux i am angry as well</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">Ppl say home is the safest and best place, its a shelter...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">I say home is the most dangerous place cux if u step on land mines, u r dead...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">(Meaning: Home is worst place to be becux one word could cux your house too be flooded with words)</span></span></em></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2812549999121427514-2572442905019865634?l=lolilonliness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Derrickhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09235774101999672178noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2812549999121427514.post-32468164023447512802007-06-24T17:30:00.000-07:002007-06-24T17:48:56.401-07:00<span style="color:#3333ff;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong><em>I cnt slp ytd nite... duno y...</em></strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong><em>It seems like something bothers me and i was jus sitting on my bed the whole nite, eyes open</em></strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong><em>It was like 5am before i fall aslp.</em></strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong><em>I had a strange dream, it was kidda funny...</em></strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong><em>U knw? Looking at all the watever superstar show makes me feel so sad.... lolx</em></strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong><em>Cux i nv dare to join it unlike someone... u knw who lahx...</em></strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong><em>Not much ppl would be thr to support me, not even my parents</em></strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong><em>As you see other participant had so many ppl the to support them no matter how bad or well they sing, its like a form of encouragement... my mum would nv support me in watever i am doing tht is not regarding studies...</em></strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong><em>I wont wan to die without standing on stage once more with courage... like the one i have done it in Sec sch.... although i was so stiff on stage. lolx...</em></strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong><em>Supposely this week is exam week, i cnt me bother sia... becux i somehow have "STM", Short term memmory, watever i learn will jus forget the next day...</em></strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong><em>I understand everything in class but would jus forget, maybe this is y i did badly for my O-lvl, also i nv study for O-lvl la.... wahaha!!!</em></strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong><em>Exam period also go lanshop play game. lalala ^.^v</em></strong></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2812549999121427514-3246816402344751280?l=lolilonliness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Derrickhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09235774101999672178noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2812549999121427514.post-82612835109691758712007-06-22T10:56:00.001-07:002007-06-22T10:56:36.776-07:00<span style="font-size:85%;color:#3333ff;">This is my first post... i am trying out this new blog i created</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2812549999121427514-8261283510969175871?l=lolilonliness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Derrickhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09235774101999672178noreply@blogger.com0